Shitaki mushrooms

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

Welcome To My Hell Have you ever had one of those days where you don't htink you have any friends? Well, suck it up ya l;osers cause i literally don't have any friends at some points in my life. and yesterday was almost one of those days. On thje thankful side Jeremy chose to actually put up with my attitude and other bullshit and try to get on my good side enough to say that he didn't want to break up with me. Im happy we're still together but i fear for him. He doesn't seeem to be doing all that well. He seems unsure of how to handle things. one minute he doesn't want to talk because he's not in a talking mood the next he wants to talk and he's sorry he said he didn't want to talk. I love him dearly and wouldn't give him up for the world but he's so afraid of letting me get to close, close enough for me to help him. I see so much of myself in him though that it's hard to keep myself from trying to help him. I really do love him though..... ¶ 4:10 PM