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Monday, August 16, 2004
  More Poems Ever notice that poems literally has Edgar Allan Poe's last name in it.... weird.

The Black Rose

It sits in a garden of radiant color
And pulls on your darkest desires
It feeds off of pain and destruction
And lives off the thorns of life
It calls to the pain in your soul
And blackens at your strife
So if you see the forgotten rose
And think back to all that is dark
Beware this warning
For it calls you in
And swallows up your heart



Walls

Crawl through the darkness,
Push past the pain,
Feel the silver cold of morning,
As I build my wall again.
Destroy your feelings.
Push them down.
Don't feel anything,
Let me drown.
The pain still lingers,
But I build my wall up,
Forcing you out,
So I can cope.
Keep you out,
And huddle inside,
My castle,
My fortress,
My way to hide.
I will go without you,
And live my life,
I'll never be the same,
But I will survive.
As I walk away I continue to cry,
Deep inside my fortress,
Underneath my black and purple sky.



Dream World

I dream of flowers,
And violet skies.
I dream of clouds,
That pass me by,
I wander in my lonely dream,
Forever lost it would seem.
To watch it all just float away,
And hide here in this half-day.
Where ever is it brink of day,
Or cold nights that pass away.
And hover in my lonely state,
Until I'm done my long slow wait.
All flowers are black,
All grass is gray,
The trees are orange,
And then it slowly fades away.
I wake up and live in dreams,
And then at night I live again.



The Goodbye

I stare out and I try to see,
All that which I thought we would be.
I call to you silently with my tears,
And hope you will come,
Hope you will cease my fears.
I thought that you had seen how much I loved you,
And yet you left me here.
What was I supposed to do,
Was I supposed to just let you protect me,
And remain alone always?
I sit here and cry until I can’t anymore,
And I long for a time before these days.
I remember crying into your shoulder,
Holding you there until time stood still,
Standing there until I couldn't anymore.
I knew I missed you,
I always will.



Tear Drops
The tears fall like the rain,
Dropping to the water,
They fall in silent harmonies,
And sing sadness to each other.
They splash and trickle,
Down my face,
And stain my reddened eyes,
They wet my lashes and my cheeks,
As rain falls from the skies.
The raindrops hide my sadness,
As they always will,
For I’m too strong for you to see,
The way I truly feel.
I have hidden all my hope,
In a bubble deep inside,
And if I must show it now,
The rain will help me hide.
I wait beneath the blackened sky,
And let the rain fall down.
I hover there ceaselessly,
Hoping that the rain will let me drown.
I wish to wake now from this hell,
And finally forget,
How this angel finally fell,
And how she still falls yet.
But to wake from my nightmare,
I must finally see,
How I truly feel inside,
And set those feelings free.
That is why I stand here now,
Crying in the rain.
I stand here crying endlessly,
And waiting once again.



Hope you like.
 


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